| [FIC] My Way Home is Through You - MCR - GW/FI | GW/LB - PG |
[Sep. 17th, 2007|02:48 pm] |
Title: My Way Home is Through You
Author: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) shira
Pairing: Implied GW/FI; GW/LB
Rating/Warnings: PG; General relationship angstiness.
Summary: If only Gerard knew, he's Frank's only way home...
Dedication/Beta: *gasp* Unbeta'd, but I'm in the market for one, so... anyone?
A/N: Seriously, I'm looking for a beta who can check my work before I post more stuff. In this case, I've gone over this three times and already spell-checked so it should be good, but I'm sure I've managed to miss something. ALSO: I'm not new to bandfic, but new to MCR fic, so if I've made any glaring mistakes in regard to the band or its history/information, please let me know, because I'm that kind of a stickler for details.
Disclaimer: Not mine, not making any money off this, just getting my jollies thinking about pretty boys because I can.
( My Way Home is Through You ) |
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| [FIC] Nerve Gas: Part 1 - KH - Jon/Dan - NC-17 |
[Apr. 19th, 2007|11:58 am] |
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TITLE: Nerve Gas
AUTHOR: shira
PAIRING: Eventually, Jon/Dan
WARNINGS: Eventually, NC-17; This part, PG. Language, sexual implications, that's about it.
SUMMARY: Jon likes to get numb when certain people ignore him.
DISCLAIMER: Not mine and not making any money writing about them, either. If these guys were mine, I'd be doing other things right now instead of flattering them in fanfiction. ;)
( Nerve Gas: Part 1 ) |
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| [FIC] Believer - KH - Mat/Jon - PG |
[Feb. 6th, 2007|03:48 pm] |
Woo! It's been a while, but the muses are stirring. I bring something a little different this time as I induct myself into the Kill Hannah ficdom community with a first offering. (Don't worry GC peeps - I know Matchmaker hasn't been finished and I still plan to finish it when I can wake up the twincest muse; I'm thinking it'll happen once the new CD comes out and I have some new musical inspiration to listen to! :P )
TITLE: Believer
AUTHOR: shira
PAIRING: Mat/Jon
WARNINGS: PG; Language maybe, that's about it.
SUMMARY: Mat realizes that self-discovery and acknowledgement comes at any age
NOTES: Thanks to imjustdifrent and nyqil_love, who helped me out with plot bunnies, giving me the prompts of first-time realizations of boy-love, and French kissing at the top of the Sears Tower. Hope these went together alright and you guys like it!
DISCLAIMER: Not mine and not making any money writing about them, either. If these guys were mine, I'd be doing other things right now instead of flattering them in fanfiction. ;)
( Believer ) |
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| [LYRICS] R-Evolve - 30 Seconds to Mars |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|07:54 am] |
A revolution has begun today for me inside
The ultimate defence is to pretend
Revolve around yourself just like an ordinary man
The only other option is to forget
Does it feel like we've never been alive?
Does it seem like we've only just begun?
Defy yourself just to look inside the wreckage of your past
To lose all you have to do is lie
The policy is set and we are never turning back
It's time for execution; time to execute
Time for execution; time to execute!
Does it feel like we've never been alive?
Does it seem like it's only just begun?
Does it feel like we've never been alive inside?
Does it seem it's only just begun?
It's only just begun
The evolution is coming!
A revolution has begun!
The evolution is coming!
A revolution has, yeah!
The evolution is coming!
A revolution has begun!
(Yeah, yeah!)
The evolution is coming!
A revolution has, yeah!
Revolution...
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| [LYRICS] Goldie - End of Radio |
[Apr. 2nd, 2006|11:54 pm] |
If you gave me the time
I might be all right
But that's not like life
Sometimes...
I might feel fine
Like I'm strong enough
Am I strong enough
Am I strong enough
If I look down
If I look scared
If you see me
running out of here
If I look broken
That's 'caase I am
I am
And If I look better off dead
And if I look better off dead
Yeah
I guess you're better off instead
We both belong
Nowhere, lost
Everything that's us
Everything that's us
So lets try to forget
Till we meet again
Somewhere in the night
Somewhere in the night
If I look down
If I look scared
If you see me running out of here
If I look broken
That's 'cause I am
I am
If I look better off dead
And if I look better off dead
Yeah
I guess you're better off instead
If I look broken
That's 'cause I am
I am
If I look broken
That's 'cause I am
I am
And if I look better off dead
And if I look better off dead
I guess you're better off instead
Yeah |
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| [FIC] Friends, Brothers, Family - GC/End of Radio - Benji/Wes - NC-17 |
[Mar. 23rd, 2006|06:28 pm] |
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TITLE: Friends, Brothers, Family
AUTHOR shira
PAIRING: Benji/Wes - OMG, the first (?) ever Wenji fic?
WARNINGS: NC-17; Wow, and something you don’t usually see from me - fluff and sap!
DISCLAIMER: Not mine, not making any money at this, just delusional fantasies. Go away.
SUMMARY: Sometimes feelings never really go away. It’s what we do about it in the end that makes all the difference, though.
NOTES: This is another one of those "had to be written" fics for me, once again inspired by a picture. You guys know how I get inspirations like that, lol! Special thanks to my superb beta _safi, and to April, for help with some of the little details. *snogs* (Hah, and if this fic happens to deem itself particularly prophetic this weekend, at least from what I can tell, I’ll be sure to let y’all know what happens at that show Saturday! *wink*)
( Friends, Brothers, Family ) |
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| [LYRICS] The Leaving Song - AFI |
[Mar. 15th, 2006|04:38 pm] |
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Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered
You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart
As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
*****
I feel like one of Davey Havok's MySpace blogs. Don't ask. I couldn't explain it. |
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| [FIC] Matchmaker: Part 8 - GC - Twincest - NC-17 |
[Mar. 13th, 2006|10:00 am] |
TITLE: Matchmaker
AUTHOR shira
PAIRING: Benji/Joel
WARNINGS: NC-17; A bit of situational angst, twincest, language, implied violence and threats;
DISCLAIMER: Not mine, not making any money at this, just delusional fantasies. Go away.
SUMMARY: Sometimes, in order to help your friends, you just have to take things into your own hands when the writing on the wall keeps getting ignored.
NOTES: This is a PWP masquerading as a fic with some plot. Hehehe... and I said I didn't do these kinds of fics. Oh well. Enjoy! Special thanks to my superb beta _safi!
Someone bugged me this morning for an update, and it was at the right time. The muse came back, and I am working on Part 9, so here is Part 8. I do believe this is what you've all been waiting for. *grins*
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven
( Part Eight ) |
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| [GIFT FIC] Don't Believe in Modern Love - GC/MCR - Gerard/Billy - NC-17 |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|06:21 pm] |
This Valentines, I was gifted with fic from my dear friend _safi. She is a fan of MCR, I, obviously, a fan of GC, so we combined that (pairing of my choosing, a little odd maybe, but all that eyeliner, wow!), and this is how it came out.
I personally think it's fantastic. There is just this different kind of feel to this... Please read, and comment here to tell her that you think it is, too. If you guys like it, I may be able to convince her to post it elsewhere, lol! And yes, we know that Billy was not actually in Miami for the MVAs.
title: Don't Believe in Modern Love
author: _safi
pairing: Gerard Way (MCR)/Billy Martin (GC)
rating: NC-17; slight AU, m/m sex
disclaimer: The author makes no claims as to the accuracy of this FICTION; anything that actually happened is coincidence (and good research).
summary: When Gerard sings, Billy sparkles.
author's notes: Billy is literally sparkling. I used the concept in storytelling of 'magical realism': tell a real story with a magical element within it. Gerard makes Billy feel like he's sparkling, so he actually does.
( Don't Believe in Modern Love ) |
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| [FIC] The Dumbest Holiday Ever - GC - Benji/Billy - G - Ficlet |
[Feb. 14th, 2006|04:05 pm] |
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TITLE: The Dumbest Holiday Ever
AUTHOR: shira
PAIRING: Benji/Billy (because there is not near enough Benji/Billy out there, and I was craving)
RATING: F, for Fluff
DISCLAIMER: Not mine, not making any money at this, and no, I don’t know them. Just having some wishful thoughts here, that’s all.
NOTES: Short; ficlet length. I love it when the muses bite hard. And I love this pairing too, as much as I love the twincest and Tonji as well. Thank you to anyone who reads and comments, but this one was definitely written for me. :)
( I hate this holiday... ) |
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| [FIC] Matchmaker: Part 7 - GC - Twincest - NC-17 |
[Feb. 7th, 2006|09:58 am] |
TITLE: Matchmaker
AUTHOR shira
PAIRING: Benji/Joel
WARNINGS: NC-17; A bit of situational angst, twincest, language, implied violence and threats;
DISCLAIMER: Not mine, not making any money at this, just delusional fantasies. Go away.
SUMMARY: Sometimes, in order to help your friends, you just have to take things into your own hands when the writing on the wall keeps getting ignored.
NOTES: This is a PWP masquerading as a fic with some plot. Hehehe... and I said I didn't do these kinds of fics. Oh well. Enjoy! Special thanks to my superb beta _safi!
This update (even though a little short) is for fic_addict, and all you guys on ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) maddens, even though I don't even belong to that community. A little birdie (*pokes wakethefallen*) told me you were all starting a riot over there, so here's the next part, and I have some time today, so I'm gonna try to continue this a little more. Thanks, guys. You're the greatest.
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six
( Part Seven ) |
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| [FIC] Matchmaker: Part 6 - GC - Twincest - NC-17 |
[Jan. 12th, 2006|11:02 am] |
TITLE: Matchmaker
AUTHOR shira
PAIRING: Benji/Joel
WARNINGS: NC-17; A bit of situational angst, twincest, language, implied violence and threats;
DISCLAIMER: Not mine, not making any money at this, just delusional fantasies. Go away.
SUMMARY: Sometimes, in order to help your friends, you just have to take things into your own hands when the writing on the wall keeps getting ignored.
NOTES: This is a PWP masquerading as a fic with some plot. Hehehe... and I said I didn't do these kinds of fics. Oh well. Enjoy! Special thanks to my superb beta _safi!
Don't ever say I don't love you all. I'm sitting here, at work, updating this fic amidst having to hide my screen with some other crap every time someone walks past, lmao!
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five
( Part Six )
(Please note the basket of clean undies at the end of the chapter.) |
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| [FANART] Distracted |
[Jan. 10th, 2006|06:18 pm] |
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| [ | Current Music |
| | Enya - Long, Long Journey | ] |
I have been graced with manga-style fanart to accompany one of my fics! And it's... awesome, if you ask me! Thanks so much to thatemokiddx for sending this great graphic. Everybody look and comment here and let her know how great this is! *giggles*
Read the fic, in case you haven't already, and then ( see the pic! ) |
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| [FIC] Faded Photographs of You and Me: Part 2 - GC/Mest - Tonji - NC-17 |
[Dec. 29th, 2005|07:29 pm] |
Title: Faded Photographs of You and Me
Author: shira
Pairing: Tonji
Rating/Warnings: ANGST!!! (I’m thinking eventually 9 out of a possible 10 on the angst-o-meter); NC-17; Language, alcoholism, drug use, etc…
Summary: Tony cries out for help. Benji finally hears him.
Disclaimer: Not mine, not making any money at this, it’s all FAKE, and total and complete flattery of the people mentioned in this work of fiction. No disrespect is meant to anyone.
NOTES: I started this a little while ago, despite the other fics I’m working on, because sometimes a muse cannot be denied. And I was going to wait until it was complete to post any of it, so that I did not get people upset with having to wait for parts buuuut… I’ve reconsidered that, due to a couple of things, and a couple of people, lol. I can tell you this, however: I don’t know how long this fic is going to be, exactly, but I’m guessing “very”. Therefore, I will post as I write, under the condition that none of you guilt trip me when I can’t get a new part to you soon enough, LOL!!! Trust me, I’m writing as fast as I can/work permist/the muse wants to be written. You’ll be the first to know when I’ve written more. ;) Oh, and… this is my first attempt at writing Tony. Hopefully I do all right with him, but I’m a little concerned about whether I’ve got a good feel for him. I guess you’ll all have to tell me. And of course thank you to my superb beta, _safi.
Part 1
( Part 2 ) |
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| [FIC] Check, Checkmate - 1/1 - GC/Mest - Tonji - NC-17 |
[Dec. 16th, 2005|08:11 pm] |
TITLE: Check, Checkmate
AUTHOR: shira
PAIRING: Tonji
RATING: NC-17
DISCLAIMER: Not making any money doing this and definitely no disrespect meant to the persons portrayed here, nor do I profess to know them. Seriously… if I knew them do you think I’d be writing fic about them? I think not! (I’d be doing OTHER things with them, though, I can assure you of that, lol!) Therefore, this is, as far as I know, FAKE! :)
NOTES: This fic was a request by a friend, who wanted something specific in a Tonji fic. I hope it’s acceptable and you like it. I liked writing it. But then again, I am biased, and had waaay too many slashy thoughts happening in my head while I was writing this! Secondly, this is, I think, one of my first attempts at this stream-of-consciousness, Second Person Present-tense point-of-view, so you’ll all have to let me know how it came out. I don’t know what prompted this, since I usually like to write Third Person Present-tense, but this is what the voice said, and so I know not to fuck with my muses and try to get it to do anything other than what it’s feeling at the time. So anyway… hope it came out all right.
Dedicated to someone special.
( Check, Checkmate ) |
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| [LYRICS] She Said - Collective Soul |
[Dec. 8th, 2005|01:19 am] |
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She said that time is unfair
To a woman her age
Now that wisdom has come
Everything else fades
She said she realizes
She’s seen her better days
She said she can’t look back
To her days of youth
What she thought were lies
She later found was truth
She said her daddy had dreams
But he drank them away
And her mother’s to blame
For the way she is today
’life’s river shall rise’, she said
’that only the strong shall survive’, she said
’but I’m feeling quite weak’, she said
’will you comfort and forgive me’, she said
She says she’s still searching
For salvation’s light
Yeah, she wishes all day
And then, she prays all night
She said she won’t speak of love
’cause love, she’s never known
And it’s moments like these
She hates to be alone
’life’s river shall rise’, she said
’that only the strong shall survive’, she said
’but I’m feeling quite weak’, she said
’will you comfort and forgive me’, she said
’life’s river shall rise’, she said
’that only the strong shall survive’, she said
’but I’m feeling quite weak’, she said
’will you comfort and forgive me’, she said
’life’s river shall rise’, she said
’that only the strong shall survive’, she said
’but I’m feeling quite weak’, she said
’will you comfort and forgive me’, she said
Forgive me
She said
Forgive me
She said |
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| [FIC] Matchmaker: Part 5 - GC - Twincest - NC-17 |
[Dec. 6th, 2005|07:48 am] |
TITLE: Matchmaker
AUTHOR shira
PAIRING: Benji/Joel
WARNINGS: NC-17; A bit of situational angst, twincest, language, implied violence and threats;
DISCLAIMER: Not mine, not making any money at this, just delusional fantasies. Go away.
SUMMARY: Sometimes, in order to help your friends, you just have to take things into your own hands when the writing on the wall keeps getting ignored.
NOTES: This is a PWP masquerading as a fic with some plot. Hehehe... and I said I didn't do these kinds of fics. Oh well. Enjoy! Special thanks to my superb beta _safi!
Real Life has been kicking my ass lately. I'm trying to write but not having much success, but here is the next installment of this fic, specifically dedicated to wakethefallen, who has patiently requested time and time again. I'm in the middle of a move and a couple of other things, so I cannot guarantee when the next part will be posted, but rest assured I am still working on this fic.
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
( Part Five ) |
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| [FIC] Faded Photographs of You and Me: Part 1 - GC/Mest - Tonji - NC-17 |
[Nov. 19th, 2005|10:51 pm] |
Title: Faded Photographs of You and Me
Author: shira
Pairing: Tonji
Rating/Warnings: ANGST!!! (I’m thinking eventually 9 out of a possible 10 on the angst-o-meter); NC-17; Language, alcoholism, drug use, etc…
Summary: Tony cries out for help. Benji finally hears him.
Disclaimer: Not mine, not making any money at this, it’s all FAKE, and total and complete flattery of the people mentioned in this work of fiction. No disrespect is meant to anyone.
NOTES: I started this a little while ago, despite the other fics I’m working on, because sometimes a muse cannot be denied. And I was going to wait until it was complete to post any of it, so that I did not get people upset with having to wait for parts buuuut… I’ve reconsidered that, due to a couple of things, and a couple of people, lol. I can tell you this, however: I don’t know how long this fic is going to be, exactly, but I’m guessing “very”. Therefore, I will post as I write, under the condition that none of you guilt trip me when I can’t get a new part to you soon enough, LOL!!! Trust me, I’m writing as fast as I can/work permist/the muse wants to be written. You’ll be the first to know when I’ve written more. ;) Oh, and… this is my first attempt at writing Tony. Hopefully I do all right with him, but I’m a little concerned about whether I’ve got a good feel for him. I guess you’ll all have to tell me.
( Part One. ) |
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